20/05/2009

I had a stupid thought today. I pray to God, i wish to see her in front of me. Just wondering what would i say, and what would she say.

tuesday blues

I like gossips better that some facts. Some facts hurting sometimes. Especially when you figure it out yourself. Like today. But what can i do? Deal with it, life must go on.

permanently married

Today, i got my wedding pic! I'm so exciting! I barely even think about picture on 'the day', lots of things suddenly has to be done, my wedding dress was gone (what???), my step father's lousy behaviour, my body's weight loss too much, the shoes, the cars, oh my god, i just cant believe i've been through a hard time back there. BUT hey, when i see this pictures wow! everything was very beautiful and managed well, i think i need to feel blessed and say thank you for all the people helping me out on this blissfull day. GBU guys! Often, pictures can tell you more..

Well, here we go..

The preparation started from 10 am, the EOs had stand by (EO and decoration by Meriah & friends Wedding Organizer and Decoration), the make-up artists are rady to re-create the look (thanks to Mbak Lina and The Padmaloka Team), decorations busy, the photographer came to the hotel to capture every moment (photograpy by Jovan from Mata Merah Photography).

The ceremony, was held at Mesjid Al-Ishlah, located at Rasuna Said Jakarta, the mosque is (i think) in medium size, quite cleane but no air-con (the EO set up some fan around the corner, thank god). When i entered the mosque 300 people were sitting on the chairs with a minimalist flower decoration.

The ceremony opened by reading holy Quran, followed by the ijab qobul (this is the most important thing), and closed by a speech from Kyai. We're grateful to have Pak Prof. DR.H.Miftah Faridl giving us some advice about marriage. Again, thanks to our friend Hana, as if she's not Pak Miftah daughter we may not be able to interrupt his busy time on the day.

From this moment.. life has begin.. (by Shania Twain) hehehe forget it, you'll never find any of western songs, singer or piano player. The theme of the party was Classy Sunda, so we decided to set up a classy decoration at Dharma Wanita Persatuan Pusat(Kuningan-Jakarta) and presented some sundanese art performance from Sanggar Dinika Bogor. They open the party with Upacara Mapag Panganten with glamorous Sekar Putri dancer and Mang Lengser, the introduction was brought by the Topeng Cirebon dancer, and we have all the rampak gendang, jaipong and karawitan all night.

My wedding is published by a wedding website! check this out!
http://www.weddingku.com/traditional/article-gallery.asp?articleid=1003954

morning rush

I had to wake up real early this morning. It was an interview i need to set-up at 7:30 AM (Gosh..). My bos was like about to change her driver (again), she wanted this to be done in the in two days. The problem that 'the issue' has been spreaded out and becoming one of the favorite rumors among the drivers, it tells them how my boss keep changing driver like almost every quarters. I don't know who's being difficult, the drivers or my bos?

27/04/2009

Last week i was attending a play. The show was conducted at Taman Ismail Marzuki, a place that been so long i didn't visit. I remember last time i visit this place was maybe two or three years ago, not to saw any plays but movie. At the time, i only attend plays that free of charge (blushing face..), without trying to be defensive but it was a very hard financial time to have your self as a student with monthly subsidiary less than a million per month from parents, and the ticket charge (for a non free of charge show of course) was about 100,000 rupiahs per show. Well, even after i get my own job and financially can afford my own ticket, i still get a free charge yippie!! My fiance's father was being nice to treat us to the watch the play.

The play titled 'Keluarga Tot' brought by Teater Gandrik from Yogyakarta, was originally taken from 'Tot's Family' a Hungary's old script with World War II as its setting. Gandrik smoothly re-written this play into a hilarious short scene with refreshing Javanese taste. The story line was telling us about the Tot's Family with Lajos Tot (the father), Marizka Tot (mother), Agika Tot (young daughter), Gyula Tot (the son who was sent to the war), and Major (Major at Hungary Army, Gyula's chief).

The story began when the Major suddenly ill and temporarily moving to the Tot's place. As Gyula's still at the war, the family felt honored to have such a guest like him (with a deep wishful thinking that the Major will protect Gyula, so their son can safely came home and working as a staff at the Army after the war's over).

It was actually a tragic story. As we figured at the end the family never know that Gyula has been killed, and they kept suffering by Major's behaviour at home. How ironic that we can laugh over a tragic story uh? But anyway, i enjoyed the play so much and waiting for another Gandrik's shows in Jakarta.

14 march 2009

It was terrible.
My wedding is coming in the next two weeks, and now my hands suffering ugly severe wounds!
If only i can turn back time, i wouldn't took the Ojek that day.. as if only uh? if only i can turn back time i would change so many things then. But even if i do, will i get anything better after all? Who knows? Maybe, the accident will stay come anyway, maybe not in some traffic accident, maybe at the kitchen or swimming pool, or elsewhere and i will probably still get my right arm hurt with wounds all over it. Maybe just maybe, every 'today' has always been the right path for your life, whether you like it or not.

19 March 2009

Today is like, uhm.. a bit starnger than the other days. I trapped behind a smal accident that made a long traffic jam, and then got the hottest wheather in Jakarta (maybe like 30 celcious degree or something on 08:00 AM for god shake!). As ironic as if i quetioned "it's not gonna get worse isn't it?"

The universe answered, "Yep."

I read some books said when you think negatively, the universe will response real fast to what you think, faster than when you think about something positive (well, actually the book described better then my sentences, but as i remember it pretty sound that way), and eventually what you think harder is what you'll get. Now, I 'm trying to 'switch' my negative button to positive. Let's see if i can make this day even better...

18 Maret 2009

Hari ini, 18 Maret 2009

Mana yang lebih sulit? memaafkan atau minta maaf?
Hari ini aku memaafkan, setelah berminggu-minggu marah dan jengkel. Marah karena merasa ada yang salah, jengkel karena ada yang tidak terpenuhi, padahal salah dan kurang adalah biasa dalam hidup.