here we go..

I promised to share some pics from Universal Studio, i guess i have to delay since i have a more important event to share here..

Retuning from Singapore, a week later precisely, i felt my head a bit dizzy, my stomach felt like bubling and my mouth taste like iron (seriously.. iron?).
Oh come on, this can't be a jet lag, i was only fly for one hour and a half! So i thought it was just a starnge influenza symptoms. The next week, the symptoms getting worse, felt like i was dying at the office. My friend said i might be pregnant - that's also what i thought, so i bought a test pack and found out the result was a lil strange: Two lines like a positive result, but one was a red line, and the other one was pink??

So, the next day i went to the doctor. She was the different doctor who handled me on my previous pregnancy. She made some test (blood, urine, and USG), and found nothing on the screen, but strangely she said, "Maam this is positive."

Since i didn't trust her (Sorry, doc..), i changed doctor - again.
Thank God this time i got the right doctor! He performed an USG test and found a 'bag' inside stomach (yes, i also saw it on the screen this time). So the result was i am positively pregnant! Alhamdulillaaaah..

The doctor explained, since i was having a misscariage before, i have to be more carefull this time. He told me not to eat junkfood, get on stairs more that 5 steps, lift some heavy stuffs (not even a handbag!), and not to wear any tight clothes. To be honest, all this stuff made me nervous and ... worry..

He also explained that my 'bag' still empty and we need to wait till another two weeks to see if the fetus will grow inside the bag. He said i also have to gain more progesterone to help the placenta grows rapidly. Therefore, he gave me some vitamins, and extra progestrn hormones.. Pills again..

My husband was there, next to me, listening to the doctor.
I knew he knew what i felt.
I hope everything is gonna be okay this time.
Bismillah..

no kidding

To me, the conversation i just heard this morning was completely insane.

I ussualy come to the office at 7am. Yep, thank God i'm a morning person, since me and my husband always have to avoid the 'three-in-one' along Sudirman we have to leave the house very early in the morning. This morning I was arriving at the office before 7am and guess what? My bos(es) are there!! And they're not only coming too early, they're working!! An actual working, and the conversation began (well, it almost sounds like this)..
"James (not the actual name) had sent me the email last night, it was 1am"
"Oh great, you did forward it to them right?"
"Oh yeah, Vidi (also not an actual name) working until 2am so it's not a problem."

fyi. yesterday was holiday, a public holiday, Ascension of Jesus Christ if i don't miskate.. and they were actually working.. until 2am..